PAPANDAS and Dreams. This title seemed perfect somehow when it came to my mind. Friendships are indeed dreams, and when its PAPANDAS its MORE than Dreams, some come true and some which you never want to wake up from and some you eventually have to wake up from with tears in your eyes. They are the most special sort of dreams one can ever have.
Its been a while since then, the ocean waters are a little calm now, and I can sit down and pen down some memories. Many sandcastles have been built since we met, many have been broken by the violent waves of time. Each of the castles was special nourished with our memories and we wished every moment would last forever. Sometimes it doesnt happen the way you want it to. Sometimes, it does happen, but then you realise that it would have been better if it never happened the way you wanted. Some bitter words exchanged, some hurt feelings, some feelings expressed, which we wish we never let them know, and millions of Sorrys. some people who were just friends became the Best Friends. and to some to whom you were a Special Friend dont consider you that Special anymore. some people Forgive, other say that they need time and eventually take Forever to recover.
They are just a collection of small memories preserved with Great care and Importance. Some people will Forget these things and will "Move On" or "Look Forward", but i decide not to, because today might be "just a day" to somebody but its a LIFETIME for me, because that made me what i actually am today. i am so glad that i had to face the bad times because thats when i realised who my BEST friends were, who held my hand more tightly, when i asked them to leave me alone. I am writing this Blog attepmting to capture all the special little things that gave me little moments to share a laugh with friends so close to me and some who dont consider me that close anymore.
Someone used to say "good things dont last long" but i added a line - "They get better". and Chachu, Aall Iz Well... sab thik thaak...
